the head constantly aching, pounding. the throat is soar, the never-ending coughing and numb feeling in my body. it all makes me tired. it has been a week. still I do not know the secret of relaxing, to fokus on doing nothing. what kind of teenager am I? why can I not sleep until one o'clock and why can I not lock myself up for a few days? why do I have to do so much all the time?
I guess, when I do nothing I start to think and when I start to think there is no return. the thoughts whril as they like. and I do not want that, not for now.
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