creative in an old style an old kind of way

I am taking photographs again, you know that old style you know that old kind of way with film, as I have always done. and I have to pull the film backwards myself, once finished with the twenty four or thirty six images. and sometimes, sometimes it may be annoying when I want to take a picture in color and I have a black and white film inserted. and I do not know by the moment the picture is taken how it will turn out and it takes time and it is expensive and there is not always enough light to even take a picture. though
it is worth it all. because the beautiful pictures are beautiful in an other way than digital ever will be and I find it charming taking time, getting a present each and every time I get a film developed. what is the rush?