to clear the mistakes of yesterday,
I punish myself today.
and I tell myself; this will make it up to me,
I wonder if it does.
lying on my back,
because it is the only way I can survive this night.
I can not vomit, if I lie, awake on the back, at night.
it is how it feels.
why? I ask myself,
still I know I have got no answers.
so then why? if I have got no reason. not for pro, neither con.
never again, I tell myself, never again.
and here I am. full of regret in the night.
remembering how I, only weeks ago, made a promise
to never in my life, never
so here I lie...
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